Building that bridge...

So things don't always go our way and every day decisions we make can have a much larger impact on those around us... Usually we think that we do something and that's the end of it, but then your decision has effects on other people later on like ripples in a pond.

Think things through well, some times I guess we all feel a little down and depressed when things go sour or not your way... All that I found to be a good remedy for that is to go sit down in a corner, feel sorry for yourself, think about it till your head hurts, make a decision, get up, build a bridge to the other side and make it go away.

Taking charge of your emotions and taking responsibility for your own happiness is all you can do to stop your self from going in too deep, and ending up in a place you'd rather not be.

So tonite I say that no one has MY permissoin to upset me. And no one will... =)

In loving memory of my best friend...

This absolute beauty in the picture, is my cat Zea... she was not only my pet, she truely was my best friend.

A cat instantly calms you down when you look at them...

They are clean creatures, so majestic and royal...

I loved to spoil her with all kinds of yummy treats and kitty toys. I can still remember that call, and the feeling I got when I saw her lying there... But luckily I have great memories of her... and she will always be my favourite pet I ever had.

To all you pet owners out there...give them an extra big hug, just cause you love them and you don't know if they will come running the next time you call them.

Lots of animal love!!! =) ***

What I do when I'm bored

So it's rather late...and I'm wide awake as I slept all day long not feeling well, and in the bored state that I am, I do this kind of stuff...

Hahaha it looks like a kid did this. But I think it's awesome! I'm proud of my very own kiddy drawing... =)

All smiles and ready for bed... to fall asleep and meet the people inside my head. Tomorrow we can all wake up to a fresh new day filled with the oppertunity to make it a super-fantastic Saturday!

What is living life at large...

Well... Let me start by saying that no one can upset you or make you feel sad with out your consent. Because you controle your own life and make all the desicions in it yourself. I have decided that I want to be happy and independant and start my own life. So with absolutely nothing but the clothes in my bag, I traveled to the city (over 700km from my home) to look for a better life and happiness. Before I left home I had people in my ear telling me crazy things, like I will never make it, I don't know city life, crime will eat me alive, ect. I just said to myself that I am going to make it and show all those people breaking me down wrong.
It has been just a little over a month in this so called horrible city and I have been short listed for a great job at an amazing company, I have found love, found God and reached a whole new level of maturity.

Things aren't final yet, but I'm sure thy will be. Cause just look at what I have done for my self despite other people breaking me down.

And I have to give credit to those in my life that have helped me and that support me all the way, Thank you all so much!! I'm not going to make a list, you know who you are.